Struggling

Trust is a very hard thing.

I'm obviously still learning.

Today was just not my day.

I had not been worrying about my future for weeks. Letting God take care of it all because His plan is better than mine.

But today, my trust in the Lord was tested beyond belief.

At Samford this morning we had to sign-up for classes for Spring Semester. I woke up at approximately 5:45am. At 6:00am the registration crashed. I preceded to wait until 7:20am to sign-up for my classes. BUT, some students got to put in all there classes and get there teachers at 6am because it didn't crash for them.

I was not lucky enough to enjoy that precious moment.

I waited and refreshed my computer page over 100 times until it was finally my turn to sign-up for my classes. I clicked Submit, and saw the dreaded news.

Out of 4 classes that I needed, I only received one class. I had to go back and pick different teachers at random times that was not what I had planned. It was just awful!

I still can't get into an Anatomy class that I REALLY NEED!

I sat in astonishment.

I couldn't believe it.

Why was my plan not working? I had my days planned to a T. It was going to be pure BLISS.

But now, I have miserable classes.

I had to rush to Biology class at 8am and then right after I called my mom.

Man, do I miss her!!

She can't help me since I am now independent and on my own. I am okay with that, but all I wanted was a hug from her. She let me know that it would be alright. God is in control.

Really?!

God is in control?!

What is He doing? I had a plan. It was perfect.

But, that's not what He had in mind.

I keep asking myself, "Lord, what do you want me to do?"

The Lord is really testing my Trust in Him. He keeps saying, "Beautiful Daughter, Look to me for guidance. Seek after Me alone. Trust in my Love, daughter."

You have to give up your own plan. give up your own thoughts. Give it up.

Let the Lord have your worries, your plans, your life. Because, He is so much better.

So, this week I will be working on Trusting Him.

Please send a prayer my way. And I will be praying for you too.

Love to all.

God Bless!